I've started posting the chapters of Resolution 786.  I'll post each successive chapter roughly every 3 or 4 days.  Here's Chapter 15.  For those of you not familiar with literary cubism, I chose to make Chapter 15 a poem:
           What Are You Thinking?
 There are no headlines on the newspapers today
 And the clock's second hand won't move
 And I, I've become humanity's whore
 Plunging back into my iris
 Collecting every tear since Eve,
 Tasting every spite since Adam
 Vomiting the twisted panorama into my heart
 Hurting, I've burst back through my pupils
 Into now, the living day
 I watch sunlight dance in prisms
 Around your brown, island nipples
 Your eyes flutter, open-mouthed
 Clutching for my image
 I've become a traveler again
 No longer falling forward at sixty seconds
  Per minute;
  Still, frozen, aching, alone
 Parents' trinkets of affection, so needed
 Lay vaulted in iron-barred jail cells
   Someone, please...
  Tell me you love me
  Tell me I'm good
 Your sudden collapse jars me to now
 And there’s moist panting on my neck
 Your lips taste like oceans, as I fade
 And find myself sweating on the corpse of a lie
 Wishing I had Marilyn Monroe's legs
 So I could open them
 And let everyone love me, just to feel close
 But I don't have her legs
 So I string words into gaudy necklaces
 And offer them to circumcised minds
   For introspection
 Some call it art, but it's drained puss
 Aspirated from the ballpoint of an ink pen
 Tangential sentences in an oblique suicide note
 Written by an apocalyptic asymptote
 Approaching an axis called intimacy
 Closer, infinitesimally closer
 But never...touching
 I belong to the present again
 As you gently trace a fingertip along
  The outside curve of my ear
  In a gesture as honest as a backwoods stream
  You softly ask, "What are you thinking?"
  And I whisper, "Nothing."
 Subdued, laying glistening and spent
 We reach to suckle nocturnal breasts
 So kiss my closed eyelids
 And douse me in slumber
 And let the sunset scrawl its cherry epitaph
 On this, our special afternoon
Sunday, December 4, 2011
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Wow! What a poem! I'd been reading your previous posts. I feel the pulse of it better when I read it all at once so sometimes I like keeping some posts unread for later time until I have some qeued up.. Hmm.. I should guess this is Adam's poem as you indicated in the previous posts? Loved it anyway.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Monalisa. Yes, it's Adam's poem, the one referenced in his initial phone conversation with Becca.
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